I am NOT enough...and that's OK

Mood: Complacent Blogging: @ work My heart and everything in me is screaming, "I am not enough and that's okay". I am okay with that. Why isn't the world? More directly....my world. In the past seven years a series of events have happened in my life: 1. I had my second child 2. My grandfather passed away 3. Job transfer 4. Moved cities 5. Got a divorce after 10 years of marriage 6. Started dating again 7. Step-dad passed away 8. My grandmother passed away 9. Got engaged 10. Mom had neck surgery 11. Ended engagement 12. Moved in with my mother EVERY single event has changed me....my thoughts...my life. After 20 years, I moved in with my mother. On the outside of this "clear house" the benefits for my little family seemed inviting. My children, whom are close to my mother would see her more often, they will be able to walk to and from school, my daughter will be able to compete at a national level in gymnastics, we could travel more, my son can also find an extracurricular activity that he enjoys without the burden of ALWAYS being at the gym with his sister and as a single mother I would be able to reestablish my savings account. HOWEVER, the heartburn to all of this is....my mother's not well. That's all I can say today. Check please....